Yours sincerely wasting away.

Because i’m now 8 st 10lbs my lovely indigo RI jeans i bought the other week are gaping at the front and baggy around the bum and dont look remotely sexy/stylish. Although they dont look as comdey as my v favourite Earl jeans which would now fit in a whole other person but still i’m annoyed and despondent.
I went shopping for a bikino today amonsgt other things because our apartment in Edinburgh next week now has a private pool (the boys did good since its cost is £35 each!!). Naturally my gorgeous Roxy one from oz is now two sizes too big. I only trtied on ones with alot of padding up top since my bust is shrinking away to nothing. Turns out that even the padded variety need something to work with! Most of them either gaped at the top (funny that since all my bras do that too now) or they looked like id just stuck some bits of random padding to my front. I know its not the end of the word but i wanted to sit on the floor of the fitting room and sob. Im losing weight and im losing and confidence and a whole lot more besides.

6 Responses to “Yours sincerely wasting away.”

  1. Pete Says:

    Oh, you’re on private pool? Just try to stop me being stupidly jealous! x

  2. pinkjellybaby Says:

    are you still finding it hard to eat?
    if you are then get to Holland & Barrat or somewhere and get one of the shake things they do… you know like the ones that body buliders use?

    not those specific ones but they do ones that will give you all the nutrients and calories you need but you just have to drink a shake and not eat loads of food xx

  3. avssblondie Says:

    Try not to worry about it, the more you worry the less you will eat. It sounds like you are just going through a faze and hopefully you will over come it soon. If you can’t eat then don’t force yourself, just get something like complan because then you can just down it and then not have to think about food for the rest of the day xxxxxxxx

  4. onestepbeyond Says:

    PJB is right. Failing that, try to eat little, but often, when you can manage. Don’t stick to feeling you have to eat at mealtimes. If you’re peckish at 11am, have a sandwich, if you get the nibbles mid afternoon, have some chips. Don’t feel guilty for having ice cream, or chocolate or any of life’s other goodies.

  5. sungirltan Says:

    pinky and amie – the shakes are the most constructive advive iv had about this issue so really appreciate it.
    onb – thats the only way i can eat!

  6. Amylou Says:

    Hope you’re okay honey..Pinky and Amie’s idea is very good. Try brother used that for a couple months and did bulk up, muscle not fat, quite a bit. Always here for you.xx

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