Everything is good for you….

I feel like I am continually jumping through hoops.

  • I have survived my first practice observation – except now it brings my word count due in before December 12th to 6,500. Fuckers.
  • I/We are having a few issues with a friend. I am trying to avoid confrontation but someone is being a bit deluded.
  • Nice Chap who I work with has started digging at me about my weight. I appreciate its a slightly paternalistic attitude but it still hurt me.
  • Him being not the only one I feel like I have to make a point of how much I do eat to people and this has been going on for months now.
  • Mum is still suffering massively over George which means I beat myself up often because I can’t go home for a couple of weeks yet.

Finally thats nothing to complain about really. A girl in my year died over the weekend, of anaphylactic shock. She was a single Mum of two. Maintaining a full time degree course with two small children was no small achievement. My thoughts are with her family and friends.

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3 Responses to “Everything is good for you….”

  1. pinkjellybaby Says:

    So… can you write down 5 good things that have been going on?
    Sounds like it’s a bit of a hard time…it might help 🙂

  2. sungirltan Says:

    Um yes:

    I have a new Billy Bag wallet in black patent which I like so much I want to eat.

    Although one friend is being a twat lots of other ones checked to see how the obs went and it meant alot.

    There is a new pound shop opposite work which seel big slbs of milka chocolate for a pound – funnily enough.

    I have lots of time off over xmas and no deadlines until Jan 14th.

    In January we are moving down to Dawlish to a house that is bonafide beach front. Its fab. The house on the moor is too quiet without the dog and a few too many old ghosts. And Mum is considering another dog later next year.

  3. amillionpieces Says:

    Very sorry to hear the bad things, Tan. xx

    You don’t have to make a point of how much you eat to anyone, hon, your weight is what it is, and as long as you know that you’re eating properly, then what they think is inconsequential and they should keep out.

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